My wish upon the star

The white, transparent moon was reflected onto the mid-winter seashore
In the middle of the stardust, studded with two hearts
The feelings of running away from the darkness of love will become a shooting star
They'll flowing, disappearing before reaching you
I believe that we are in the same constellation

Even if there are people prettier than you

Even if there are people nicer than you

They can't be you, nobody can be

The piercing pain of having embraced an illusion that can't be grasped
is like a gravitational pull that pulls us together
You have yet to close yourself off completely,
so much hesitation
I could put out the passion inside of me
that's why there's no reason to be afraid anymore
i want to entrust it to you
Recognizing your lies allowed me to open my small eyes, however
I still can't recognize your honesty...

Sick.... and tired

Sick.. literally speaking not physically. Just wondering when this all gonna stop.

Everything is so tiring, even if I done nothing or just spacing around.

Wishing that I could just disappear into thin air and no one will ever know where I actually am.

So no one can bother me neither be bothered by me.

I want to stop! Just stop!

People say, if you wanna stop, just say so. Don't do thing you don't wanna do.

I'm selfish I know. If I stop, I can be happy but could those who's affected by it? /sighs

Since when I stop become an unsocialized person?

I really love being alone, but I hate being a left out.