あ~なんで好きになっちゃったのかな

Hey darling,

You're so far apart from what I once told my friend, was my ideal person..

but even so,

I wonder why I fell for you

I'm a little bit odd arent I?

You're the only one that I just cant leave alone, darling.

Out of these people as countless as the stars..

You picked me even though I heard that I look nothing like you favourite actress
I wonder why you fell for me
You're really weird
but you're the only one I can talk so selfishly, darling

I wonder why we fell for each other
but we've already fallen for each other
so lets make this work as two equally odd people
you're the only one that I want by my side forever.

Personality test re-take

Regarding this entry , it a personality test I took in 2011. Now its 2015 already so I decided to re-take the test and see how different I have become.

Your view on yourself:
2011

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

2015

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Comment
So I went from hiding myself to being straightforward. Still a good listener tho ♡

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
2011

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

2015

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Comment
Yep2.. time to settle down now isnt it? Life partner~ come out come out where ever yu are~ ♪

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
2011

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

2015

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Comment
Wow this one is very, very true. Actually malas sebenarnya nk fikir. I don't wanna push myself into relationship. 

The seriousness of your love:
2011

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

2015

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Comments...
No comment. lol

Your views on education
2011

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

2015

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

Comments
Start working [X], earning money [X], living on my own [X]
Unusual job huh? I end up being who I want to be tho?

The right job for you:
2011 = 2015

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Comments
This job is right for me. I'm in love-hate relationship with my job. 

How do you view success:
2011

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

2015

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

Comments
Yep. Still a bit afraid of failure since I've started this career but... yes! gotta be confident!

What are you most afraid of:
2011 = 2015

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Comments
Well... errrr....

Who is your true self:
2011 = 2015

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Comments
I'm still my true self?  

So overall, I think I love the me now. More composed compared to 5 years ago.
Ok bye