This cannot be a mistake.

I'm heartbroken. 

I'm sad. 

Which i shouldnt be feeling that way.

I know about his past relationships. He told me during our early relationship. He was being open to me. I listen all of it. Then I put off the thought.

But sometimes, me being insecure. I want to know more, unnecessarily. Then I found out and it bring me further down. I know I shouldnt be. 

He's mine now. He's the first though. I hope for ever and ever. I know I cant be his first but I want to be his last. 

This cannot be a mistake. 

あ~なんで好きになっちゃったのかな

Hey darling,

You're so far apart from what I once told my friend, was my ideal person..

but even so,

I wonder why I fell for you

I'm a little bit odd arent I?

You're the only one that I just cant leave alone, darling.

Out of these people as countless as the stars..

You picked me even though I heard that I look nothing like you favourite actress
I wonder why you fell for me
You're really weird
but you're the only one I can talk so selfishly, darling

I wonder why we fell for each other
but we've already fallen for each other
so lets make this work as two equally odd people
you're the only one that I want by my side forever.