Dear mak abah,
Time kasih krn telah melahirkan Ct ke dunia ni, membesarkan dgn penuh kasih syg dan tegas dan garang kdg2. Krn telah membentuk sape diri ini sekarang. Mengajar yg betul n yg salah dari pengalaman and just by watching you guys. Mematangkan diri ini dlm menghadapi masalah yg besar dlm keluarga (kejadian time umur 14-17 th) and Ct x salahkn spe2. Kadang2 Ct rindu rumah n balik dr Indo, excited tp ble blk, ade perang dingin. Time kasih krn still bersama untuk Ct dan adik-adik. Time kasih krn sudi mendengar keluhan-keluhan n sakit2 walaupun da nk jd doktor. Thanks for everything.
Mintak maaf dulu2 slalu x ikut ckp, memberontak sume. Besela remaja. huhu. Pastu selalu mintak duit n sampai skarang still x pandai2 nk manage duit sendiri. Sorry selalu merosak harta benda rumah, potong besi tingkap, pecahkan cermin tingkap pastu amek kt rumah org lain utk ganti cermin tingkap tu. Selalu gadoh ngn adik n x jd anak sulung yg baik. Sorry selalu buat mak abah susah hati ble ckp nk kuar asrama la, xnk dok Samura la, nk drop out uni, x nk jd doktor la.. mental breakdown.
Mintak maaf untuk segalanya..
I promised I would make a good future for you guys and make you guys proud and happy. I love you so muchy muchy!!
Letters a Day:
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 —Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind — good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
ermm... biasa la semua manusia buat kesilapan, kita kena belajar dr kesilapan supaya dpt jd yg lebih baik... itulah namanya kehidupan. xde apa yang nak dimaafkan, ct xde buat salah apa2 pun... pada mak semua tu cabaran membesarkan anak2. sama jugak mcm nenek besarkan mak dan abah... mcm tu jugak dugaannya. same je pusing2...
ReplyDeletekisah lama simpan dlm lipatan sejarah... yg kena tempuh ialah masa2 akan datang yg lebih baik dn bermakna... kesusahan masa lalu jdkan jambatan menuju kesenangan... tp bila dah sampai di atas jgn pulak lupa masa susah, jgn sombong, kalau tak kerana dulu2 hidup susah tntu sekarang tk jd senang... apapun halangan yg menimpa, tu semua dh diatur oleh Allah... banyak hikmahnya.
tp nape mak tk tau ct ada ambik tingkap jiran? wahhh... nak kena ganti mcm tu.