Thursday, June 22, 2017

Doa untukku amalkan. InsyaAllah

ZIKIR DAN DOA LEMBUTKAN HATI (SUAMI, ISTERI, ANAK DAN LAIN-LAIN)

Zikir Pelembut Hati — Zikir ini elok diamalkan oleh isteri yang mahu hati suaminya menjadi lembut.
(1) Ya Aziz (2) Ya Jabbar (2) Ya Mutakabbir

TIPS: Mulakan dengan membaca Al Fatihah sekali kemudian diikuti dengan doa ini.
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Baca juga Surah Toha ayat 1 hingga 5
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Kemudian berdoa: “Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hatinya sepertimana Engkau melembutkan bagi Daud akan besi.” Isteri juga boleh membaca doa ini sewaktu suami tidur. Hembuskan di tapak tangan dan letakkan di hati (dada) suami. Mudah-mudahan Allah SWT lembutkan hatinya.

DOA PENGIKAT KASIH SAYANG SUAMI ISTERI
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 DOA KEBAHAGIAAN SUAMI ISTERI
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DOA ISTERI BUAT SUAMI
Maksudnya: “Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Yang Maha Penyayang. Jadikanlah suamiku sebagai pemimpin yang baik bagi diriku dan anak-anak kami. Jagalah suamiku di dalam mencari rezeki-Mu dan bawalah dia kembali dengan membawa reda-Mu. Hanya kepada-Mu kami berserah dan hanya kepada-Mu kami memohon pertolongan. Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim. Amin ya Rabbal ’alamin.”

DOA PENGASIH BUAT SUAMI ISTERI
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DOA MOHON JODOH DAN KETURUNAN YANG BAIK
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DOA MOHON REZEKI
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DOA PERMUDAHKAN URUSAN
https://1khalifah.files.wordpress.com/2011/01/ayat-10.jpg

DOA AGAR PASANGAN SETIA DAN ELAKKAN SUAMI ISTERI BERGADUH
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DOA SUPAYA DICUKUPKAN KEPERLUAN
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DOA KEBAHAGIAN KELUARGA
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 DOA AGAR DIRI, PASANGAN DAN ANAK MENJAGA SOLAT
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 DOA PENDINDING SIHIR
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DOA PEMBATAL SIHIR
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Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Have you ever wonder?

1. Why I can't trust you?

 What do you expect? You cheated on me for 2 fucking years up until we are married. Very smooth I tell you. Not one or two girls you cheated on me. You were desperately looking around for girls to satisfy your need. You said I don't have time for you because I'm a doctor, well one of your side girl was a doctor too. Fuck.

You told me that's your past. It's not your past when I'm involved. Your past is your ex girlfriends before you met me. I don't care if those were before we're married but we're in a relationship. We supposed to built trust but you engaged to me for 1 year and still building up an empire. Bravo.

You think I forgot already but no, it's still clear and vivid what you did to me. Up until this moment, it sometimes flashed in my mind and I hate it. I can't control it. And I wonder, if I don't struggle and helped you, you would leave me all fucked up like all other girls you left.



2. My trust level?

Not even 20%. Because when I was building up my trust on you, it came crumbling further down again. That's when I decide that I wont put my trust on you. That it's okay to have doubt. Because woman instinct often a spot on. You said "Demi Allah" but it's all a lie.

You said you don't text her anymore but secretly you chat with her in another chat app, only to chat with her and then you delete it. BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ME TO KNOW OR ELSE WE'LL HAVE A FIGHT. If there's nothing going on between you two, why would you hide it from me? but fine, I will act dumb like kayu if you don't want us to fight. Okay?

3. Do I love you?

I do love you. More than I trust you. But what is love without trust? Then that's how you shaped me. To love without trust. That's why I'm insecure. If I don't love you I don't care what you did, where you go, whom you chat with.

“Caring for somebody, i thought that was love.
But it’s not that simple.
I still care for him.
But..
I hate him to death”

4. Am I happy with you?

To be honest, I don't know. I don't know anymore. With all the insecurities, I'm don't think I'm happy. I'm sorry.

If I can get a wish granted, I would wish for the day I found out you cheated on me is 1 year earlier, not 6 days before we're married. And not after we're married. That's what I want the most.

This is how you shaped me, husband. What did I do to deserve all of this?


Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Biarlah aku menanggung sendiri...

Tertutup sudah pintu hatiku
Tak usah engkau memujuk rayu
Biarpun berpisah nyawa dan badan
Sudah bersumpah tidak berdepan 

Mendengar namamu bagai memikul beban 
Mendidihlah kemarahan yang terpendam 
Itu belum lagi kita berdepan
Lebihlah elok jika dibiarkan
Kemarahanku reda sendiri
Usah ditambah bara yang tersimpan 

Walaupun berbagai rencana engkau lakukan
Sedikit pun tidak melembutkan hati
Malah makin tebal kebenciaanku
Serta marahku tiada berkesudahan
Biarlah aku menanggung sendiri
Segala dosa kerana membencimu

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Lebih sempurna

Bertahun sudah kita bersama
Hanya dusta sebalik setia
Kau biar ku derita menangis di dalam jiwa
Kau terluka aku lah peneman
Kau bahagia aku ditinggalkan
Mudahnya kau berubah
Sepiku berteman air
Berlalulah kau masa
Aku tidak berdaya
Temukannya yg lebih sempurna


Sunday, April 2, 2017

Changing my status

Officially married on 18th March 2017.


Dear husband,
I Choose You. 
To be no other than yourself.
Loving what I know of you
and trusting who you will become. 
I will respect and honor you
always and in all ways. 
I take you to be my husband
to have and to hold,
in tears and in laughter,
in sickness and in health. 
To love and to cherish
from this day forward
in this world and the next.

Semoga perkahwinan kita sentiasa dalam rahmat dan perlindungan Allah s.w.t.
آمِيّنْ... آمِيّنْ... يَا رَ بَّ العَـــالَمِيْن