Sick.... and tired

Sick.. literally speaking not physically. Just wondering when this all gonna stop.

Everything is so tiring, even if I done nothing or just spacing around.

Wishing that I could just disappear into thin air and no one will ever know where I actually am.

So no one can bother me neither be bothered by me.

I want to stop! Just stop!

People say, if you wanna stop, just say so. Don't do thing you don't wanna do.

I'm selfish I know. If I stop, I can be happy but could those who's affected by it? /sighs

Since when I stop become an unsocialized person?

I really love being alone, but I hate being a left out.

fading heart

 credits: DA

actually who is at fault when you stop loving someone you love very much?

I mean, yeah we can't force the heart to love

but blaming the other side for making your love toward him/her fade away?

I can't agree with that.

It's you who let your heart change..

if you love him enough, you're willing to accept whatever person he'll be,

accept the changes he made and support him.

~because people lie and feelings change~

When the love fades, you try hard to love him back,

you get hurt in the end.. so let go

nobody is at fault.