This cannot be a mistake.

I'm heartbroken. 

I'm sad. 

Which i shouldnt be feeling that way.

I know about his past relationships. He told me during our early relationship. He was being open to me. I listen all of it. Then I put off the thought.

But sometimes, me being insecure. I want to know more, unnecessarily. Then I found out and it bring me further down. I know I shouldnt be. 

He's mine now. He's the first though. I hope for ever and ever. I know I cant be his first but I want to be his last. 

This cannot be a mistake.